...I think it surprised her. She must have had no idea that I felt that way... and the look on her face when I told her was...
[His hands tighten into fists as he grips the edge of his coat. By his posture and the way he's sitting, it almost looks as though he were trying to occupy as little space as possible, as if he wanted to just curl up and disappear. And maybe a part of him did want to disappear right now. It would make things easier.]
[He wraps his arms around his chest, gripping his coat tightly.] It was... a mistake. I shouldn't have... I...
[He turns and glances up at Luke. He's sad, he's hurt, but more than that, he's confused. Ion had only barely understood his own feelings before; this wasn't something he knew how to deal with. He couldn't handle it.]
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Date: 2011-12-03 04:58 pm (UTC)[His hands tighten into fists as he grips the edge of his coat. By his posture and the way he's sitting, it almost looks as though he were trying to occupy as little space as possible, as if he wanted to just curl up and disappear. And maybe a part of him did want to disappear right now. It would make things easier.]
[He wraps his arms around his chest, gripping his coat tightly.] It was... a mistake. I shouldn't have... I...
[He turns and glances up at Luke. He's sad, he's hurt, but more than that, he's confused. Ion had only barely understood his own feelings before; this wasn't something he knew how to deal with. He couldn't handle it.]
...I didn't think it would hurt this much.